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*Pfft why do i keep forgetting to add post titles? >_>*

the much-waited answer to some people's question: where have i been and when am i back?

firstly, im sorry for making a lot of you wait.
and i thank those who did worry about me <3

ive been in japan all the time since the first day of the chinese new year holidays.
(a.k.a gone ever since)
yes im still here, so im not dead im not kidnapped im not killed im not lost im not whatever-worst-case-scenario-you-can-think-of.

the next sorry is a bit complicated, reason:
i wont be back for a long time.



you heard me.
really sorry.
but a lotta stuff happened (especially among my family .__.) and this is one of the conclusion.
i was semi-forced to do so.
now im preparing for the new semester here in japan.
(i should be doing their homework but, to me this post is a little heavier on the balance)

the high school here is 3 years, so im half-sure (never know what happens next) im not gonna return during this.
i think my name has already disappeared from chs... ionno.

some of you may think i was lying.
before the holidays of doooom came, i told quite a few people that im not gonna be in msia during the holidays.
of course all asked why.
replied: for some test in japan.
i didnt lie about that, cause i took the test, waited for the results, and i passed.
the family problem was running through all the way though.
and once we knew i passed, then came the big change.

my family had to change for the better.

the main reason is because its hard to look for jobs (moreover good ones) in msia.
second is safety, but noone can deny that this problem is all over the world now.

to be direct, its $ problem.
its a no money no talk world.

so now we gotta pack and clean up our stuff in msia (my dad's doing that).
we have to do something about the piano (yamaha), sell it, preferably.
its still in good condition.
the dolls the plushies, gonna give some away to the orphanage nearby my house.
the dogs, to my relative.
the books, ah most of them are my parents', only the comics are mine/my sister's.
theyre going to our friend's home.
et cetera ionno what to do about the rest of the stuff.
its heart-breaking to give away stuff thatve been with you for a long time.

before i end.
thank you once again, to those who worried about me all this time.
and someone please tell lm (those who know knows whose initial is this) i said thanks, cause from what i heard from my dad, she telephoned my house number for a gazillion times almost every other day, asking about my whereabout.

well i gotta get back to work, so i have NO time to edit this post.
pardon me if i have a lotta grammatical error and stuff.
i know its spoiling your eyes cause its so unorganized.
and for being long and draggy. >_>

till the next time we meet.

regards,
ching.

p.s. i shall be busy for the next few weeks, or maybe months, to try to get used to school life here.
then i'll be posting survival reports, just to let you all know im still alive somewhere ;D

p.p.s. will always remember all the people i met and got to know in chs.
love y'all loads, i shall be missing all of you <3