8-)

school grade event report (that phrase doesnt really make sense >.>)

friday, second of may 2008

its somewhat like an outing, just that its with classmates and all students in school are to participate.
which is 960 of us, and that means 24 buses @_@

8.10 gather around school gate.
- runs to school cause im slightly late for my promise with a friend *gasp*
got there 4 minutes later than our promise and of course she kinda disliked me for that T T
gotta learn how to be punctual now. sigh.
some other girls said i looked like a lawyer (?) that day ._.
i wore a blue T, a low-V white short coat with a few shiny beads on it, a black glittering coat, black low-rise jeans, and black glittering sport shoes with a little golden accent.
does that image even relate to lawyers? >_>

8.20 get on bus.
- i was the 3rd to rush onto the bus so i got my favourite seat =D

8.30 departure :o
- and man they ARE hyper.
first we sang a birthday song for a girl in class because it was her birthday ;-)
then they decided to just sing birthday songs for whoever passed their birthday within the past 2 weeks >.> (i have no idea why)
they were going to have karaoke during the ride but yet again i have no idea why they canceled it =/

9.00 short rest at some resting place.
- so yeah poor shops and toilets.
we first years are all heading for tokyo area so 8 buses/320 students were there.
the shops are heck crowded, pity the shopkeepers and cashiers.
the toilets? I DONT WANNA KNOW, i didnt even try to get near as it already have a long queue out until the car park. (wow)

9.15 back to the bus and continue our mini journey.
- nothing much happened D: aww man.

10.05 reached destination.
- i loled when i saw almost everyone falling asleep right before reaching xD
geroff the bus everyone.
and there goes our little adventure.
we were split into groups of 6 or maybe 7, which, mine was 7 and i was chosen to be the leader ;_;
4 girls 3 guys.

- gonna shorten the middle part cause its not interesting D: we were only allowed to visit museums and galleries. -

12.40 goes back to check point.
- reported to our class teacher that we're back safely.
goes off to have lunch.
i only had a cup of hot cocoa as i aint feeling well these few days (yes even now).
amazingly they feel safe enough to leave their valuables ON THE TABLE D:
oh yeah and a little extra episode.
while they were returning the trays i was the only one left at the table cause i only had to return a cup >.>
so that cafe was effing crowded and hard to look for empty seats.
maybe thats why, and while the other group mates were gone to return trays, some total stranger guy came and just sat opposite of me.
silence.
group mates came back, 4 out of the 6 ordered desserts (mainly ice cream), and more silence when they saw.
. . . . .
the girls silently sat down near me without saying a word and the guys just stood to have their dessert.
we were communicating with each other asking something like 'who is that guy?' 'i dont know, do you?' 'no' with our new found hand language.
but few minutes later we started to think 'ah heck who cares'.
so we were back to normal and decided to speak human >.>
and yum yum ice cream.
i didnt ask for it but the girl on my left gave me a bite of chocolate >*<
end of lunch, continue our mini museum walk.

- shortening the process again -

*heck, blogger cut off all the stuff which was below this point and it broke my heart so im only gonna rewrite a little about it*

14.50 finished going through our scheduled places.
- another lol part.
the moment i said “ok we’re done, back to the bus”, the guys ran like the wind to where our bus was supposed to be.
ok, what the.
they were slow all the way example when we were trying to catch a train and when we were in the museum.
but the moment i said “back to the bus” they vanished, how wonderful is that xD

15.00 reached the bus.
- we girls, that is.
the guys, well they reached long before us, just like what i mentioned in the above paragraph.

15.30 leaving for our school.
- the bus showed a little of transformers, which i havent watch ._.

16.20-16.40 brief stop at the resting place again.
- but not much people went down this time cause more than half was well asleep.

15.20 reached school.
- end of journey for the day :D
oh yeah and in the end the movie didnt finish.
it stopped at 1 hour 15 minutes, which was an odd timing ;_;

overall it was ok and we got back safely so all right.
and it was quite fun xD

regards,
ching.

(+.+)

survival report of the week ._.

joined choir in this school...
and they have a spring concert in less than a week (how are we supposed to make it? xD)

clubs and societies here are not compulsory.
so i think thats why only a few join these activities.
for example we only have about a total of 20 people in choir now :p
we need more bass and tenor!! (a.k.a. guys)

oh yeah and they mostly dont allow doubling (?) activities, like olahraga.
they dont let their members join any other clubs :'(
we were trying to pull another guy to join because his piano skill's heck good.
then came the answer "no i cant, they wont let us."
and the girls went 'eeeh~?'
D:

which reminds me of something insignificant.

that guy was quite popular among the crazy *yes crazier than me* gang of girls in class.
and just now after school, the time everyone goes for their clubs, that guy... ah heck let him be Y >.>
Y came back late because he went for some class meeting.
when he did, he was peeping outta the window with two other girls.
i wondered what were they doing so i asked.
apparently Y got left behind by his friends. (he takes a bus and then a train to go home with a few other people)
so the girl that kinda likes *oooh* him said: you gotta run like the wind! (in japanese of course)
no choice but to do so, he might still catch up xD
plus, Y's an olahraga.
so what we did?
too bored, the girls decided to count how long does it take him to run from outside our class (at the 4th floor) to the school gate.
so ready, set, go!!
*phooom*
girls: HAEEEEE! (means faaaaast)
and there goes the time count.
1..2..3.. .. ..46 one of the girls: hey he's down there already!
so 46 seconds.
to run down 4 storeys and add a little time to change shoes (we have to change shoes in school area!).
not bad, fast o_o
no wonder the soccer team and olahraga and some other clubs wanted him to join so badly. hmm.

a little extra.
*girls peeked heads outta the window*
shouts that guy's first name.
*Y looks back and smiles, continues to run*
girl S: oh man this is so dangerous. you guys have no idea how good my taste is.
girl H: wow hold it. dont start pouring here.
girl S: sweets for all! (which was only the 4 of us there)
girl H: that was fast.
yay sweets!
girl S stuffed 3 at once into my mouth lol *lemon lemon and grape :3 yum yum*

insignificant but thats what makes life wonderful i guess.

hope to get along with other classmates too :x

regards,
ching.

p.s. girl S established a fanclub for guy Y >.>

Tag!

YOU
Name: *Censored for privacy :p and those who view this blog knows what it is*
Nickname: Ching
Name you wish you had: *I love my name ._.*
What do people normally mistaken your name as: *How can people mistake it? >.>*
Birthday: 8th of February 1992.
Birthplace: Kuala Lumpur.
Time Of Birth: 18.45
Single or taken: Single.
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius.

YOUR APPERANCE
How tall are you: 158.5 centimeters.
Wish you were taller?: Nope.
Short or long hair: Semi-long, shoulder length.
Ever dyed your hair a bizzare colour?: Nope.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: How? My hair is a land of despair :p
Glasses or contacts?: Glasses.
Do you wear makeup?: Nope.
Ever had hair extensions? Nope.
Paint your nail?: Only during holidays more than 2 weeks.

IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER
Shy or outgoing?: Outgoing, but shy when facing the one.
Looks or personality?: Both. I am greedy.
Sexy or cute?: Same as above.
Older or younger?: Older by a minimum of 2 years.
Turn on: Shy boys.
Turn off: Cheaters and liars.
Flowers or chocolates?: Chocolates.
Pepsi or coke?: Zero calorie Pepsi and pure Coke >:D
Rap or rock?: Mild for both is okay.
Relationship or one night stand?: Relationship.
School or work?: School.
Love or money?: Eh? My life?
Country or city?: Somewhere in the middle.
Friends or family?: Greedy greedy, both.

HAVE YOU EVER
Lied?: White lies, yes.
Stole something?: Nope.
Smoked: Nope.
Hurt someone close to you: I think.
Broke someone's heart?: Definitely.
Wish you were a prince/princess: Nope.
Shaved your head?: Wow I have never been that depressed or heart-broken.
Been in love: Yes.
Used chopsticks: Yes, but clumsy o_o
Sang in the mirror to yourself?: Linkin Park.

FAVOURITES
Colour: Red or anything near to or like it.
Movie: Love-and-action-type.
Word/Phrase: Tweeh~ *That’s neither a word nor a phrase*
Location: Indoors, near my laptop. Outdoors, with someone I like, be it family or friends or… ;-)

Ever cried over someone?: Nope.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: Maybe do something about the sometimes-pessimist-me?

Tagging all who sees this.
I got this just because I wanted to anyways xD

- What Playing Card Am I? -

You Are the Ace of Clubs

You go at everything in your life full force. You are a natural gambler. Your life definitely has some extreme highs and lows, but you know how to ride out the low times. A total adventure seeker, you are never satisfied by what's normal or ordinary. You like to push limits and shock people. You're dramatic, but a drama queen. Your life has been a wild ride so far. You have stories that people can barely believe. And you're probably still young... with a lot of wild rides in front of you. A gamble you should take: High stakes roulette Your friends would describe you as: Crazy Your enemies would describe you as: Demented If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A high roller

What Playing Card Are You?

xxx

oh yes got this from someone who was bored ;D
i. got. infected...!

gotta agree with the sentence "your life has been a wild ride so far" >.>

("_")

dear louise

its okay if you didnt see it sooner (its semi-dead anyways :p).
the songs sometimes hints about me, but note the word sometimes >.>

i shall speak for myself.
I miss everyone *hearts and flowers lol*
yeah yeah alotta people heard that from me alotta times.
i just had to repeat it over and over for no particular reason.

its really cruel eh?
i myself didnt think itd turn out like this before whenever.

(the striked out words on your post are a little cruel, my dear ;_;)
and i shall be looking forward to the belated-belated-belated-repeat* present :D

yep. this is officially a blog to confirm my status (dead or aliiive).

regards,
ching.

p.s. notice i didnt post any phrase indicating a direct "goodbye"?
_{because it would sound like a real goodbye.}

p.p.s. happy birthday to you, louise <3
bloodeh lotta homework here ._.

; .;

one week has passed since i started school life in japan ._.

most of them still treat me with the whats-with-that-foreign-student attitude, though.
cant blame em.
so far i only have friend A and friend B >.>

anyways its a lot lot different from msia (er.. duh me).
imma list out some :3

the good ones:
- they dont care about your hair as long as you dont dye it.
- no nail restrictions, but no polish/decoration/whatever you can do with your nails.
- handphones allowed, but of course not during classes. can use it during recess.
- each student has lockers. one mainly for shoes and the other for books and stuff.
*we have to change into clean pair of shoes when we are in the school area like classrooms, and another pair of sport shoes when using the sports hall(?).
- we get a 10-minute break for every class.
- their clubs and societies arent compulsory (but i joined one anyways).
- the study room is nice.
- i get to walk at least 6km per day just by going to and walking back from school.

the other ones:
- every class is 55 minutes long.
- the school is friggin huge, so easy to get lost.
- have to clean a specific area every day of school, like, my group has to clean the bicycle parking. which is huge too.
- have to record our sleep time, study time, time we reached home, what did we study, what do we want to achieve for the week, how many hours did we study, how is the "prestasi" of the week, etc. daily.
- tests and tests every now and then, basically one per fortnight for each subject (man i lost my english again).
- school starts at 8.30, on mondays it ends at about 4.30, tuesday to friday ends at about 3.30, then you can go for your co-curricular activities, until 6.00, they will announce that theyre closing the school area for that day.
- i lose english chinese malay and cantonese easily here.

erm what else.
cant remember now :p
gotta continue doing my japanese homework!
*why am i blogging at such a timing.. >.>*

regards,
ching.

p.s. cucu huiyi: oh yeah i'll send your love to zoro someday. someday.
xD

- Whats My Power Color? -

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

What's Your Power Color?

xxx

lol ionno.
whatchall think? :x

m(___)m

*Pfft why do i keep forgetting to add post titles? >_>*

the much-waited answer to some people's question: where have i been and when am i back?

firstly, im sorry for making a lot of you wait.
and i thank those who did worry about me <3

ive been in japan all the time since the first day of the chinese new year holidays.
(a.k.a gone ever since)
yes im still here, so im not dead im not kidnapped im not killed im not lost im not whatever-worst-case-scenario-you-can-think-of.

the next sorry is a bit complicated, reason:
i wont be back for a long time.



you heard me.
really sorry.
but a lotta stuff happened (especially among my family .__.) and this is one of the conclusion.
i was semi-forced to do so.
now im preparing for the new semester here in japan.
(i should be doing their homework but, to me this post is a little heavier on the balance)

the high school here is 3 years, so im half-sure (never know what happens next) im not gonna return during this.
i think my name has already disappeared from chs... ionno.

some of you may think i was lying.
before the holidays of doooom came, i told quite a few people that im not gonna be in msia during the holidays.
of course all asked why.
replied: for some test in japan.
i didnt lie about that, cause i took the test, waited for the results, and i passed.
the family problem was running through all the way though.
and once we knew i passed, then came the big change.

my family had to change for the better.

the main reason is because its hard to look for jobs (moreover good ones) in msia.
second is safety, but noone can deny that this problem is all over the world now.

to be direct, its $ problem.
its a no money no talk world.

so now we gotta pack and clean up our stuff in msia (my dad's doing that).
we have to do something about the piano (yamaha), sell it, preferably.
its still in good condition.
the dolls the plushies, gonna give some away to the orphanage nearby my house.
the dogs, to my relative.
the books, ah most of them are my parents', only the comics are mine/my sister's.
theyre going to our friend's home.
et cetera ionno what to do about the rest of the stuff.
its heart-breaking to give away stuff thatve been with you for a long time.

before i end.
thank you once again, to those who worried about me all this time.
and someone please tell lm (those who know knows whose initial is this) i said thanks, cause from what i heard from my dad, she telephoned my house number for a gazillion times almost every other day, asking about my whereabout.

well i gotta get back to work, so i have NO time to edit this post.
pardon me if i have a lotta grammatical error and stuff.
i know its spoiling your eyes cause its so unorganized.
and for being long and draggy. >_>

till the next time we meet.

regards,
ching.

p.s. i shall be busy for the next few weeks, or maybe months, to try to get used to school life here.
then i'll be posting survival reports, just to let you all know im still alive somewhere ;D

p.p.s. will always remember all the people i met and got to know in chs.
love y'all loads, i shall be missing all of you <3

Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone

乾いた風が吹く街は凍えている
いくつの季節がそっと音もなく過ぎ去ったのだろう

行き交う人は皆重い荷物背負って
遠くに揺れる陽炎の中に明日を見つける

この手を零れ落ちる砂のような感情
あの時胸に刺さった言葉がふいに疼くけど

果てない夜を数えながら自分の破片探していた
失うほどにこの思いが確かになってく
今ならきっと歩いて行ける
どこまでも

どうしてこの空はこんなに広いのだろう
叫んで見ても声にならなくて涙があふれた

自由に風切って鳥たちはどこへ行くの？
過ごした時間のように同じ場所に戻れない

このまま夢を諦めても 高鳴る鼓動押さえ切れない
いつかはきっと近付きたい あの雲の高さ
もう一度心に翼広げ
旅立とう

必ず辿り着けるはず

果てない夜を数えながら自分の破片探していた
失うほどにこの思いが確かになってく
今ならきっと歩いて行ける
どこまでも

The city where the dried wind blows is freezing
How many seasons have passed without even a sound out?

All the miling people each carries a heavy burden
And find tomorrow in the wavering haze far away

Emotion slipping away like sand from these hands
Although at that moment the words that pierced my heart throbs suddenly

While counting the endless night, I was searching for my pieces
The more I lose it, the more I am certain of this feeling
For now without doubt
I can go anywhere it takes

Why is the sky so vast like this
Even if I try to shout there is no voice coming out, so my tears fell
Breaking the wind freely, where do the birds go?
Just like the passed hours, they can't come back to the same place

Even if I give up my dream like this, I can not control my increasing hertbeat
Someday for sure I want to get closer to the height of those clouds
Once more I'll spread out the wings in my heart
And leave for a journey

For sure I can fight my way through and reach my destination

While counting the endless night, I was searching for my pieces
The more I lose it, the more I am certain of this feeling
For now without doubt
I can go anywhere it takes

xxxxx

First ending theme for Gensoumaden Saiyuuki.
Got the 'inspiration' to post this song from sl (piano verion on his blog).
The singer did a self-cover herself but i couldnt find it online.

'.'

just a message. again.

happy 16th birthday to sui lun meh sai lou, and xiao wei meh friend.

... but sui lun forgot mine D:< *kicks*

regards,
ching.

Jean-Jacques Burnel - We Were Lovers

心にもない残酷な言葉　そして嘘もあった
決して貴女を泣かせるつもりなどなかった
でも愛とは私達を弱くする反面強くもするもの・・・
そして間もなく
私は完全に貴女に心を奪われた　貴女に溺れ
自分を見失い　貴女に魅了され
翻弄されて　私は茫然とする
すべては思うままに　すべては思うままに

だから今宵私は歌おう　全ての友への歌を
二度と会うことのない友へも
昔の友　いまでも敬愛する友たち
そしてもう一度会いたい友の為に歌おう
貴女が私を愛してくれることをただ祈る　そして私を信じてくれることを
私と共に笑い　共に泣き
静かなる時を共に過ごしてくれることを祈る
永久の愛を私に　永久の愛を私に
貴女と私は恋人同士だった・・・
二人の夢が潰えたのは人生のせいではない
そう友の裏切り
そして私たちが結ばれることはもう決してなくなった

心にもない残酷な言葉　そして嘘もあった
決して貴女を泣かせるつもりなどなかった
でも愛とは私達を弱くする反面強くもするもの・・・
そして間もなく
私は完全に貴女に心を奪われた　貴女に溺れ
自分を見失い　貴女に魅了され
翻弄されて　私は茫然とする
すべては思うままに　すべては思うままに　すべては思うままに

xxx

Harsh words were said and lies were told instead
I didn't ever mean to make you cry
But love can make us weak and make us strong
And before too very long
I was totally in love with you, I bathed you
lost in you, captivated by you
amazed by you, dazed by you
nothing can go wrong, nothing can go wrong.

So tonight I'll sing a song to all my friends
Also to those we won't be seeing again
To those I knew and those I still adore
and I want to see once more
I just pray that you will love me and trust me
laugh with me and cry with me
spend those silent times with me
Love me evermore, love me evermore
You and I were lovers
Our dreams were not soured by life
and then my friends betrayal, meant you never would be my wife.

Harsh words were said and lies were told instead
I didn't ever mean to make you cry
But love can make us weak and make us strong
And before too very long
I was totally in love with you, I bathed you
lost in you, captivated by you
amazed by you, dazed by you
nothing can go wrong, nothing can go wrong, nothing can go wrong.

xxx

dont ask why did i put the japanese translation in front, i just felt like it, i love the translated one.
the opening song for the anime Gankutsuou, a.k.a. The Count of Monte Cristo (aired on animax long ago).

;[

short short messagish-update.

i aint gonna be back to msia so soon, people.
not before school re-opens after cny.
complicating stuff going on.
and aww no one on my blog remembered yesterday? xD

regards,
ching.

p.s. naw i believe some of you did remember.
love you all always <3

=B

before i start my post...
BLUEK what the hell is this smell (in reality)?!
smells like... like... someone burning hyper-stinky socks?
dont ask why did i have that idea on my mind hm.
done. (but still stinky)

the most shocking conversation i had today in class:-

'student a: hey after recess got relief eh =o
me: ooh thats good =3
student a: 5 periods relief nice rite? =D
me: ... WAIT. which means, after recess = 5 periods = OOOHYEAH >=D(replace that with what you want to)'

so there it goes.
bravo teachers, they understand the marvellous timing.
or do they? >_>

5 periods, might as well be a good good girl and do my homework and stuff.
non-stop (yay motivation) finishing science notes, mathematics exercise, mathematics workbook, grammar exercise, and someother i dont quite remember again.

*done!* *raises head* *CRACK* *owww my neck T T*

homework cleared.
and its the first time im motivated to do my homework during consecutive relief periods.
5 - 1 = 4 periods more to spend after all the neck cracking homework.
once again, yay motivation, why did you make me into a homework-boost-mode.
no more work, i need no more of that!

well, was going to sleep for the rest of the 4 relief periods. *rests head on table*
but i suddenly hear someone saying...

"WO MEN SHI FEI LUN HAI!!!!"

*head shoots up instantly*
what the?

theres this group of guys in class who love to make noise and what we call, buat kacau.
ok fine.
after the fei lun hai, someone else said "shui shuo~ shui shuo~" or rather, sing.
i think its some advertisement song or whatever ~_~

that was the start of randomness in class.
guys group are either tian di dang or fu tou bang (those who know, knows).
then appeared the girls group. *horror movie bgm*
i have no idea why but the girls group is called fu ren hui.

from this part on, i was going to type out the details but blog*cough*ger kept cutting that part off.
i dont know why is it so but i feel mentally exhausted to retype all that T T

anyways we spent our time like that (how >_>) and wallah! time to balik.
man i laughed till my throat was burning (?) =p
now i have a lil sore-throat. *thumbs up*

regards,
ching.

\^o^/

firstly, happy (22nd) birthday to my elder sister =3
結局昨日は間に合わなかったねー

ok saturday.
school is almost half as active as normal schooldays on saturdays i guess.
of course, i have my girl guides this day.
today's for the welcoming party <3
we managed to recruit more people than we did last year though.

stephanie,
cynthia (u6),
li yi (last year's unit leader),
wei lin (last year's assistant unit leader),
jia yi (last year's assistant secretary),
ashley (last year's public relation officer),
yin wen (last last year's unit leader),
came today.
right, sorry for the not-too-long-nor-short list.

after miss margaret and the above girls gave their speech-like-speech, we head to the canteen for the jamuan.
didnt feel like having anything (as usual...) so just took a cup of cola and went wandering round the school compound looking at other societies' activities.
the drink had extra ice so it tasted more like plain cold water than cola.

scouts, red crescent moon, oriental music, chinese language society, police cadets, and et cetera i have bad memory so sorry.
ah well, saw qi hui (cute girl <3) under the blazing sun.
apparently she joined kadet remaja sekolah (i have no idea whats it in english) and obviously its orientation day for them.
station games.
now i regret for not getting some more drinks =/
asked her how's it, she said its fun (but the weather's hot) and she got played by SOMEONE at SOME station.
then came her turn to do something at her current station so i left her and looked for that SOMEONE.

some of you may have figured out who is that someone, as im being obviously obvious =p

destination: prefect bridge (or so they call it).
target: is on the prefect bridge.

reached destination.
found out that was the spider-web station and you know, gotta climb through the "webs" without coming in contact with any of them.
where's the target? the other side of the web.
wonderful.
chit-chat a little before i ran downstairs to go up from another way to reach target.

here goes another of my ebil-but-is-ruined-in-the-end plan xD

ran without making any sound (its amazing how i can do it under a non-pressured situation) aiming for target from behind.
right before i was about to reach target the girl from across hinted target about me, so, plan failed. *nooo*
i was about to kick him from behind =p
target looked back right when i was going to raise my leg.
had to make emergency stop and thank goodness i didnt lose balance or else target wouldve got more than a kick.

thats about the stuff i decided to blog.
cut off the unnecesary parts for blog's sake.

ok so above is my first-saturactivity-day-of-the-year report for 2008 xD

regards,
ching.

p.s. in case there's still someone who have no idea who is the target, just think who's in krs which i can carry out my ebil plans.

p.p.s didnt type out target's name for that person's privacy's sake somehow.

Sakamoto Maaya - Kingfisher Girl (The Song of "Wish You Were Here")

This is the song of a kingfisher girl
Who sits by the side of the River of Life
And flies in her mind over seven sad seas
Fiery her wings as so brightly she sings

Songs that are sweetened by one million moons
songs that are mystic, exotically tuned
--Songs that i sing to you

Sing, sing, sing out this song
Let it be heard all over the world

Cry, cry, cry silver tears
This is the song of "Wish You Were Here"

This is the song of a kingfisher girl
Who dives in the waters of love's diamond depths
Who catches the fish that swim all through her blood
Sensually shining to taste on the tongue

The taste of dark honey that drips from the sun
The taste of these lips where all spices are spun
--Ever eternally on...

Sing, sing, sing out this song
Let it be heard all over the world

Cry, cry, cry silver tears
This is the song of "Wish You Were Here"

Fly, fly, coated in fire
Kingfisher girl, lone star of the sky

Dive, dive, dive into time
A moment alive where we'll never die

Cry, cry, cry silver tears
This is the song of "Wish You Were Here"

xxx

found the lyrics in my folder =o
long time no listen and man i gotta clean up my files.

TxT

first and most important sentence in this post: i hate calligraphy... T T

ditched one full period of english just to wait.
yes, WAIT.
was supposed to start at 12.15.
i dont know what happened, but we started at about 12.40.
one hour to complete our 'masterpiece'.
gave us 2 sets, a.k.a 4 pieces of red paper (not sure whats it called in english...) and bravo i trashed 2 pieces at the first 10 minutes.
and again, i hate calligraphy.
ah well, i didnt choose to participate, just got so lucky to get shot by my chinese teacher. *blam!*

after that, went to look for people from my class to ask what did they do during english period.
so found ketua tingkatan (chan chun wai =o) on the way.
said to myself: right, atleast this guy is ok.
... not.
look at the conversation we had below. (chinese and some rojak AND manglish alert)

[me: hey ying1 wen2 jie2 what did you all do?
kt: hah? what is ying wen jie? who is that?
me:.....
kt:??
me:what did you all do for B.I...?
kt: *3 seconds later* OH teacher just gave notes for literature.
me: thats all?
kt: ya.
me: meh, thanks. (i guess he didnt hear this but whatever)]

"who is ying wen jie?" like the hell would i know.
stunned when he said so.

bravo 4p2 and im starting to like this class more =p
seems like this class is packed with interesting people.

i shall post more of the 'interesting' conversations we had in class IF i do remember...

oh yeah didnt get to attend any clubs for today too. *sigh*

regards,
ching.

p.s. gonna change the template soon, suggestions? =o

Ali Project - Boukoku Kakusei Catharsis

嘆キノ壁ハ　積ミ上ゲラレテ
愚カノ神ハ　奉ラレル

生きるは毒杯　杞憂の苦しみを
飲み干す術を誰が授けよう
太陽に棲むと云う賢者の鷲
羽搏きだけが谺する

この双つの眸に宿った
闇と光　その何方で
僕は未来を
見つめるべきなのだろう

渇き切った瓦礫の街
点と線を繋ぎ合わせ
意味など無い事ばかり
溢れてゆく

炎のごとき孤独
抱く體　鎮めては
暗渠へと滴っていく雫

掲げる毒杯　この生は満ちても
焦がれる死の夢は流れ着く
砦に喰い込む爪　孤高の鷲
羽搏きだけが舞い上がる

あの蒼穹に磔刑にしてくれたまえ
天と地が結ぶ場所に僕は立つ

花実のような記憶たちは
焼かれ爛れ抜け殻だけ
あの日の魂は
何処へ行ったのだろう

冷たい膚　寄せて触れて
胸の傷と傷を合わせ
再び辿るべき地図
ここに刻む

世界は見えぬ翼
その黒影に隠された
純白の一羽　射止めよ

生きるは祝杯　口移しの快楽
渇く嗤いも息も絶え絶えに
まぐわいあう慰みの掌に
虚しさだけが脹らんで

ああ玉砕と美しく散りゆくならば
恍惚の先にはまだ君が居る

嘆キノ壁ハ　突キ崩サレテ
愚カノ民ハ　鏖サレル

生きるは毒杯　愛する哀しみを
飲み干す術を誰が授けよう
月下に眠ると云う静かの鷲
啼き声だけが舞い降りて

掲げる祝杯　わが生は満ちても
果敢ない死の遊戯は果てもなく
砦に喰い込む爪　孤高の鷲
羽搏きだけが舞い上がる

あの蒼穹に磔刑にしてくれたまえ
罪と罰を生む時代を僕は視る

xxx
The wall of grief is being piled up
The god of fools is being worshiped

Living is a poison wine
Who is the one to teach me the way to drink down the pain of this needless anxiety
The Eagle of Wise, said to live in the sun
Only the sound of its wings are echoing

The light and darkness
Inhabiting in both my eyes
With which of these should I see tomorrow

The all dried up town of rubble
I connect the dots and lines
Nothing but useless things
seem to brim over

Solitary as a flame
I settle myself as I clasp my own body
The water drips down in to the dark duct

I hoist the cup filled with poisonous wine
Even if my life is fulfilled
My dream yearning for death will come drifting to me
The solitary eagle, its claws digging into the fortress
Only the sound of its wings are heard in the sky

Please crucify me onto the blueness of the sky
I stand on the place where the sky and the earth meet

Memories like flower fruits
Are burnt with only their skin remaining
My soul of that day
Where has it gone

Caressing together our ice-cold skin
Touching my chest's wound with yours
The map we have to retrail
Be it engraved right here

The world is an invisible wing
We have to shoot down the pure white wing
Hidden inside its dark shadow

Living is a wine of celebration
The pleasure poured in from lips to lips
The dry laughter, running out of breath
We caress out hands together for comfort
Only to find our emptiness expanding

If I am to die in frail beauty
You are still there beyond the ecstasy

The wall of grief is thrusted and crumbled
The people of fools are being massacred

Living is a poison wine
Who is the one to teach me the way to drink down the pain of loving
The Eagle of sombreness, said to be resting under the moonlight
Only its cry is heard in the sky

I hoist the cup of celebration
Even if my life is fulfilled
My fragile play of death seems neverending
The solitary eagle, its claws digging into the fortress
Only the sound of its wings are heard in the sky

Please crucify me onto the blueness of the sky
I see the days creating crime and punishment
xxx

this is the ending theme for .hack//roots for those who didnt know =)
by the way the translations are not 100% right, i cant find some of the accurate translations...

~_~

hola!
hadnt been online for a long time = cant update blog.
poor bloggy.

new year, new semester, new class, new people, new start.

feel kinda left out in class though.
i only know a few of my classmates from 1a5, 2a4, 3a5 and some other people i know from howthehellwouldiremember.
the rest? guess i gotta slooowly (REAL slow) know em...

about homework, still managable, no problem up till now.
just that my brain has rusted a little so havta think a lot lot while doing additional mathematics.

gerko day over.
joined some clubs. (maybe too much..)
for now i finally have something to do on friday noons: club.
been without a club for two years, so finally.
and its good to have kelab bahasa jepun back again.
hope they dont let it die this time...

and for those people who asked me to join lembaga maintenance, im sorry, cause i hate (atleast dislike) interviews.
especially mun mun and suet ping m(x.x)m

oh i have my calligraphy competition on friday... T T
why is my name so callable (no such word!) like when teachers choose randomly from name lists...
i get called for an average of 2 times per day in school to answer questions and stuff. *sigh*
maybe it's because my name is the last among the girls or something?

upcoming event is the cross-country a.k.a merentas desa~
go go everyone! =D
imma try to get back in the given time to get a point for my house >=o

regards,
ching.

:O

muahla im back with muh update.

im back.

regards,
ching.

p.s. too short?
well, i gotta recover first.. sorry.

AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion

世界の始まりの日　生命の樹の下で
くじらたちの声の遠い残響　二人で聞いた

失くしたものすべて　愛したものすべて
この手に抱きしめて　現在は何処を彷徨い行くの

答えの潜む琥珀の太陽
出会わなければ　殺戮の天使でいられた
不死なる瞬き持つ魂
傷つかないで　僕の羽根
この気持ち知るため生まれてきた

一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年あとも愛してる
君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない

世界が終わる前に　生命が終わる前に
眠る嘆きほどいて　君の薫り抱きしめたいよ

耳すませた海神の記憶
失意にのまれ立ち尽くす麗しき月
よみがえれ　永遠に涸れぬ光

汚されないで　君の夢
祈り宿しながら生まれてきた

一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年あとも愛してる
君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない

君がくり返し大人になって
何度も何度も遠くへ行って
見守る僕が眠れない僕がくしゃくしゃになったとしても
君の名を歌うために…

一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年あとも愛してる
君を知ったその日から
一万年と二千年前から愛してる
八千年過ぎた頃からもっと恋しくなった
一億と二千年たっても愛してる
君を知ったその日から僕の地獄に音楽は絶えない

-----
Note: Songs posted in posts with lyrics are the songs i SING, while the songs in the sidebar are the songs i LISTEN to, but dont sing.

This is actually the original japanese version Genesis of Aquarion.

p.s.: Lazy to type out how to read o.o