;_;

didnt make it to the class-match
there was only one thing for me to do...
CHEER *tadaa*

basically we compete between classes in several games and sports
and its the whole school
so you get like first-years versus third-years and stuff

--first day--
damn our class was quite strong o_O
the four main sports were soccer and basket ball for guys, volley ball and dodge ball for girls.

soccer: won against two third-year teams, but lost against a first-year team by one goal =/
volley ball: won against a third-year team, a second-year team, a-first year team, but lost to another second-year team by 4 points
basket ball: got to the finals, but lost to a third-year team
dodge ball: got to the semi-finals, but lost to a third-year team

aw
but we were one of the very few classes that got this far in all four sports, so neh XD

--second day--
now to the other stuff like team jumping, obstacle race, relay race.
we got third in the obstacle race (first and second were third-years) <3
others were so-so (lazy to type the details =p)

and then the results *dun dun dun*
we were one point away to get number one among first-years >_<
nuuuu!!
among the whole school, we were number 12, over 24
but we still got heck lot of attention (yay?) cause usually first-years dont get into 1~14

--side-storyish stuff--
ok so the first day after we lost in dodge ball, we had completely nothing to do
other people were busy cheering the soccer teams (takes long time to finish, sigh)
me and my new-group-of-buddies were loitering around the field
really bored, so we sat down somewhere which was near to the soccer goal
a.k.a. very eye-catching.
the sun was shining
in fact, blazing
and we sat there for like two hours plus
BURNED
we talked about random things, tickled each other, secretly took photos of others, love-fight (there was a couple >.>), pulled off a guy's shoelace together (that guy is so nice to kacau), admired that same guy's fit body (he's got muscles, but not macho like, er, you know.), enjoyed pushing that same guy (again) to the ground and tickle him, etc.
he was the perfect target for us to kacau =p

yeah, imagine a group of people doing those stuff right beside where a soccer game is going on
you'd probably go: what the heck is wrong with those people?
like, completely in our own world XD
sure we were, but sometimes we had to counter-kick the dangerous soccer balls that flew to our direction

had so much fun (even though we lost lol)

--party-time!!--
one point away from number one
that still means we deserve to party (dont ask why, thats how they think)
we went to a restaurant to have buffet <3
of course, not all 40, only 26 of us went (thats still a lot)
it was enough for us to make noise in there
so we ate till we ran outta time
then came the time to pay
the organizer looked soooo rich with the money
there were 5 americans sitting two tables away and they gave us a strange look =p

got shoo-ed outta the restaurant
took a picture, and some people went home at this point
the rest? after-party!!
to the game centre <3
took numerous purikura (wiki it, i forgot whats it called in english x_x)
tried to squeeze everyone into one booth lol
watched our number one bachelor race with another college student (bachelor won XD)
watched the guy-that-we-kacaued-during-our-class-match (yes, him again) massacre in a shooting game
then we decided to leave after some time cause it was getting cold

went down to the bicycle parking lot and had a small meeting to decide what to do next lol
i walked there, but it was dark so ionno why but all the people there decided to follow me home
well, half-way XD
then we split into groups again
group a: go home; almost the same direction with me
group b: go home; completely the opposie direction with me (!?)
group c: go home; still have a long way (they raced back)
group d: after-after-party (what the)

group b is like so... nice =)
group d? oh theyre wild children
they enjoyed themselves in another game centre until past midnight (we started partying since 6 in the evening)

and the next day, well, you can guess what happened to all of us ;)

too much fun ._.

regards,
ching

May you live every day of your life.

psh.
its not like i dont update, its that i cant update.

now im like, sick.
having an effing flu. *sneezes*
having bad knees.
i fell to the ground (sandy ground).
seems like the sand scratched deep into the meat.
damn you sand.

so now i cant straighten my knees.
and yeah this is sorta gross, but seems like my blood is way too clean and healthy, it wont stop bleeding.
for hours.
in fact, this is the second day.
no wonder my head feels so light.
woo~

moreover we have a class match (dodge ball, volley ball, soccer, basket ball, etc) coming up.
im so doomed.

wish me luck in recovering =/

regards,
ching.

A well-developed sense of humor is the pole that adds balance to your steps as you walk the tightrope of life.

watch this:

then watch this:

okay the subs are a little weird but you get it
ionno, it just shows how wu liao some people are (?)
the above two is some kind of 'boom' in my class
most of us can do the danjo dance
and most of us can sing the owata song xD
most of the time i'm the one leading, but nonetheless, it's fun to do it with friends <3

oh yeah we were supposed to have the last day of exam yesterday
but guess what?
got a phone call in the morning at home
says
"it's such a terrible rain, and we're sorry to tell you that we have to postpone the test to next monday"
... what the
sure, our area has been raining heavily for 2~3 days, but...
this world is a miracle >.>
seems like they were afraid that some students will be late and something =/

damn, and i thought i could be set free
then i could play without worries...! ARGH!!

we shall sing the owata song on monday ~_~

regards,
ching

Tag

RULES: Each player answers the questions about themselves. At the end of the post the player then have to tag 5 people and post their names, then leaves a comment at their blog, letting them know they got tagged.

Starting time : GMT +9.00 21:45 = Msia time 20.45
Name : *Privacy =)*
Sisters : 1
Brothers : -
Shoe size : 6
Height : 157.2 (as of April)
Where do you live : Ibaraki Prefecture, Jpn.
Favourite drinks : Cider.
Favourite breakfast : McD’s Sausage Egg Muffin <3
Have you ever been on a plane? : Yes, how did i come here if i havent?
Fallen asleep at school : Never.
Broken someone's heart : More than i think i did.
Fell off your chair : Low blood pressure.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Never.
Saved e-mails : Never.
What is your room like : Book-jungle (as of August)
What is right besides you : A shelf of books.
What is the last thing you ate : Ice-cream *Finally*
Ever had chicken pox : Yes, and i still have the ‘scars’.
Sore throat : Yes *Too much singing*
Stitches : Never.
Broken nose : Never.
Do you believe in love at first sight : Yes.
Like picnics : Never been to one lol
Who was/were the last person you danced with : My current choir group’s tenor guy, T.
Last made you laugh : My current choir group’s tenor guy, I.

Today..

Did you talk to someone you like : I dont have one now.
Kissed anyone : Never.
Get sick : Yes, for 2 hours.
Talk to an ex : Nope.
Miss someone : I miss you all <3
Eat : Yes.

Best feeling in the world : To be able to spend your holiday freely. *I miss that feeling*
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Never, i sleep with stuffed pillows.
What is under your bed : Some spiders, their webs, their food *ooh*
Who do you really hate : -
What time is it now? : GMT +9:00 21:50 = Msia time 20:50
Is there a person who is on your mind now : Nope.
Do you have any siblings : An elder sister.
Do you want children : Maybe.
Do you smile often : Hell yes. Wait, no. I LAUGH often.
Do you like your hand-writing : Yes, it shows my per-so-na-li-ty.
Are your toe nails painted : Now? Nope.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Soft beds are all welcomed.
What colour shirt are you wearing now : Red.
What were you doing at 7.00pm yesterday : Watching TV.
I cant wait till : Sunday.
When did you last cry : Last year.
Are you a friendly person : Yes.
Do you have any pets : Used to.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now ? : I dont have one.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now : Yes.
Do you sleep with the TV on? : Nope, must save electricity.
What are you doing right now? : Answering this tag?
Have you ever crawled through a window? : Yes, the classroom (doors and lower windows) was locked, so me and another guy climbed through the upper window. DONT ASK HOW WE DID IT.
Can you handle the truth? : What truth?
Are you too forgiving : Not as forgiving as you think i am.
Are you closer to you mother or father : Father.
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : One of my sai lou.
How many people can you say you've really loved? : I’m greedy. I love everyone i met.
Do you eat healthy : Nope, but my health is completely good.
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? : Nope.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : That person wasnt talking to me directly but i cried, still.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : My current classmate, Y.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : Basically quiet, loud when needed to.
Are you confident? : Average.

3 Things I was doing 10years ago :-
- Being a pure little kid.
- Watching rental videos. *tsk tsk tsk*
- Thinking bout my future.

Things on my to-do list today :-
- Finish this tag.
- Prepare for Sunday’s choir competition

3 Things I would do if I were a bilionaire :-
- Buy all the shiny stuff i like *i love shiny stuff*
- Buy a large safe to keep my shiny shiny stuff
- Do what i want, i’m not sure what it is yet.

3 of my bad habits :-
- Sleeping too much.
- Speaking at a low voice *my senior said it’s bad cuz she always thinks some guy is speaking when i talk*
- Having ultimate mood-swings.

3 Places I have lived in :-
- My first (and second) house in SJ, S’ngor.
- My third house in KL.
- My current home (?) in Jpn.

5 Jobs I've had :-
- Librarian
- Monitor
- Penolong Patrol Second
- Alto
- Student

xxx

Do what you wish with this tag =D

Everything happens to everybody sooner or later if there is time enough.

Sure.

Its summer vacation over here.
The beach, ice-cream *baskin <3*, blue sky, hotties, freedom!

Not.

I'm beachless, ice-creamless *NOOO*, the weather's gone mad, no hotties, and most importantly,
NO FREEDOM.

Why?
230 pages of english.
200 questions of mathematics.
A summary of 20 pages from our history textbook.
20 pages of report on swimming.
And MORE reports i'm too mentally damaged to even recall.

Especially mathematics.
It takes DAYS (seriously) sometimes to even solve ONE question.
And its effing confusing.
I see the difference between Jpn and Msia's level in mathematics.

But you cant possibly be doing your work all day, right?
Not for someone like me.
I can die of it.

So did i mention i joined my current school's choir group?
If i didnt, well now you know.
If i did, ah, well, just think that a puny mosquito flew by and you just slapped it dead.
Sorry if that doesnt make sense, it shows how damaged am i even than before. (!?)

Anyways, yep.
We have activities during summer vacation.
Usually we dont get enough time to practice, so its kinda nice.
Plus i get to relax my over-heated brain.
We're going out as our prefecture represantative <3
Must. Practice. More.
But its fun, so yeah.
17 members; 14 girls 3 boys.
We need more boys.
Especially bass. (which we only have one now)

Before i forget, my favourite past-time activity.

SLEEP.

Wait, is that even counted as an activity?
Oh well.
I heart sleeping.
I get sleepy automatically around 2 in the afternoon.
You really should listen to your heart (body, in this case), so just sleep.
Your body knows whats best for you.
*Stop*

Screws went loose there.
I'm typing all these at one try.
Too lazy to correct, to retype, to check.
Its more natural to just type it out straight from your mind.
Just a way for me to express what am i thinking.
Or maybe not.

Back to work.

Till then,
ching.

Tohoshinki - Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?

どうして…　君を好きになってしまったんだろう？
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
ここにいると思ってたのに

でも君が選んだのは違う道

どうして…　君に何も伝えられなかったんだろう？
毎日毎晩募ってく想い
溢れ出す言葉解ってたのに　（もう届かない）

初めて出会ったその日から君を知っていた気がしたんだ
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまったふたり
何処へ行くのにも一緒で　君がいることが当然で
僕らはふたりで大人になってきた

でも君が選んだのは違う道

どうして…　君を好きになってしまったんだろう？
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
ここにいると思ってたのに　（もう叶わない）

特別な意味を持つ今日を　幸せがあふれ出す今日を
綺麗な姿で神様に誓ってる君を
僕じゃない人の隣で祝福されてる姿を
僕はどうやって見送ればいいのだろう？

もうどうして…　君を好きになってしまったんだろう？
あの頃の僕らの事を　（もう戻れない）
考えた…　（もう戻らない）　考えた…
どうして…　君の手を掴み奪えなかったんだろう？
どんなに時が流れても君はずっと
僕の横にいるはずだった　（もう叶わない）

それでも…　君が僕のそば離れていっても
永遠に君が幸せであることただ願ってる
例えそれがどんなに寂しくても
辛くても…

xxx

Why... have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes
I thought that you would always be here

But you chose a different road

Why... wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings were growing everyday and night
I knew the words that overflowed (But they won't reach you anymore)

From the first day that we met, I felt like I knew you
The two of us mixed in so naturally
Wherever we would go it would be together, it was so natural for you to be there
We became adults together

But you chose a different road

Why... have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes
I thought that you would always be here (But not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning, for the day where happiness blooms
For you looking beautiful while making your vow to god
Next to the person who is not me, you are being truly blessed
So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why... have I fallen for you?
I thought about how we were back at that time (It can't come back)
I thought about it... (It won't come back) I thought about it...
Why... wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You were supposed to be at my side (But not anymore)

Even so... Even if you leave my side
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that is
Or how bitter that is...

xxx

Typical.
I just felt like posting this song ;D
Still busy working out my summer-holiday-homework-pile...

+^.^+

okay i have a feeling theres only a few more who's still checking this oh-so-dead page ._.

ah heck imma just report whats been up lately

we had an examination...
and woohoo i died in mathematics :3
the first time i got sooo under the average

ok stop the miserable! (its a noun in my mind-dictionary)

RIGHT after that sad sad incident we started to prepare for our school celebration lol
they do it every year =D

too bad wherever we go, most of the guys are so unhelpful =/
appreciate those who really helped <3>.>
3 guys 3 girls...
the time given is heck short so ours are like faster do faster end lol
the two chosen as the main character (?) are the trackfielder guy and another sportsman...
first the sportsman chases after trackfielder guy shouting his name, running, falls flat
trackfielder holds him (her?) up, hugs
the two of them starts doing a somewhat gayish dance, the rest back-dancing for them
*during the dance*
sportsman: let me kiss you (in a very harsh way)
*fails to do several times, doing a few acrobatic moves, falls with face up*
*track-fielder goes near and mwahhh*

which made the whole hall go mad with screams and laughter lol

ah gotta prepare for the second day now, gunna post about it maybe tomorrow =D

regards,
ching

p.s. oh yeah robbed a few pictures from my school teacher's website
sorry if its too small >"<

left to right: the 2nd craziest girl in class, girl with cutest voice ever, third craziest girl in class, craziest girl in class (!), most lengzai in class (he's pinning his hair up in this pic lol)

ohkay our back-dancers :3

ALL RIGHT the trackfielder holding sportsman up scene xD
note he's wearing a real skirt with nothing beneath... o_O watchout!

8-)

school grade event report (that phrase doesnt really make sense >.>)

friday, second of may 2008

its somewhat like an outing, just that its with classmates and all students in school are to participate.
which is 960 of us, and that means 24 buses @_@

8.10 gather around school gate.
- runs to school cause im slightly late for my promise with a friend *gasp*
got there 4 minutes later than our promise and of course she kinda disliked me for that T T
gotta learn how to be punctual now. sigh.
some other girls said i looked like a lawyer (?) that day ._.
i wore a blue T, a low-V white short coat with a few shiny beads on it, a black glittering coat, black low-rise jeans, and black glittering sport shoes with a little golden accent.
does that image even relate to lawyers? >_>

8.20 get on bus.
- i was the 3rd to rush onto the bus so i got my favourite seat =D

8.30 departure :o
- and man they ARE hyper.
first we sang a birthday song for a girl in class because it was her birthday ;-)
then they decided to just sing birthday songs for whoever passed their birthday within the past 2 weeks >.> (i have no idea why)
they were going to have karaoke during the ride but yet again i have no idea why they canceled it =/

9.00 short rest at some resting place.
- so yeah poor shops and toilets.
we first years are all heading for tokyo area so 8 buses/320 students were there.
the shops are heck crowded, pity the shopkeepers and cashiers.
the toilets? I DONT WANNA KNOW, i didnt even try to get near as it already have a long queue out until the car park. (wow)

9.15 back to the bus and continue our mini journey.
- nothing much happened D: aww man.

10.05 reached destination.
- i loled when i saw almost everyone falling asleep right before reaching xD
geroff the bus everyone.
and there goes our little adventure.
we were split into groups of 6 or maybe 7, which, mine was 7 and i was chosen to be the leader ;_;
4 girls 3 guys.

- gonna shorten the middle part cause its not interesting D: we were only allowed to visit museums and galleries. -

12.40 goes back to check point.
- reported to our class teacher that we're back safely.
goes off to have lunch.
i only had a cup of hot cocoa as i aint feeling well these few days (yes even now).
amazingly they feel safe enough to leave their valuables ON THE TABLE D:
oh yeah and a little extra episode.
while they were returning the trays i was the only one left at the table cause i only had to return a cup >.>
so that cafe was effing crowded and hard to look for empty seats.
maybe thats why, and while the other group mates were gone to return trays, some total stranger guy came and just sat opposite of me.
silence.
group mates came back, 4 out of the 6 ordered desserts (mainly ice cream), and more silence when they saw.
. . . . .
the girls silently sat down near me without saying a word and the guys just stood to have their dessert.
we were communicating with each other asking something like 'who is that guy?' 'i dont know, do you?' 'no' with our new found hand language.
but few minutes later we started to think 'ah heck who cares'.
so we were back to normal and decided to speak human >.>
and yum yum ice cream.
i didnt ask for it but the girl on my left gave me a bite of chocolate >*<
end of lunch, continue our mini museum walk.

- shortening the process again -

*heck, blogger cut off all the stuff which was below this point and it broke my heart so im only gonna rewrite a little about it*

14.50 finished going through our scheduled places.
- another lol part.
the moment i said “ok we’re done, back to the bus”, the guys ran like the wind to where our bus was supposed to be.
ok, what the.
they were slow all the way example when we were trying to catch a train and when we were in the museum.
but the moment i said “back to the bus” they vanished, how wonderful is that xD

15.00 reached the bus.
- we girls, that is.
the guys, well they reached long before us, just like what i mentioned in the above paragraph.

15.30 leaving for our school.
- the bus showed a little of transformers, which i havent watch ._.

16.20-16.40 brief stop at the resting place again.
- but not much people went down this time cause more than half was well asleep.

15.20 reached school.
- end of journey for the day :D
oh yeah and in the end the movie didnt finish.
it stopped at 1 hour 15 minutes, which was an odd timing ;_;

overall it was ok and we got back safely so all right.
and it was quite fun xD

regards,
ching.

(+.+)

survival report of the week ._.

joined choir in this school...
and they have a spring concert in less than a week (how are we supposed to make it? xD)

clubs and societies here are not compulsory.
so i think thats why only a few join these activities.
for example we only have about a total of 20 people in choir now :p
we need more bass and tenor!! (a.k.a. guys)

oh yeah and they mostly dont allow doubling (?) activities, like olahraga.
they dont let their members join any other clubs :'(
we were trying to pull another guy to join because his piano skill's heck good.
then came the answer "no i cant, they wont let us."
and the girls went 'eeeh~?'
D:

which reminds me of something insignificant.

that guy was quite popular among the crazy *yes crazier than me* gang of girls in class.
and just now after school, the time everyone goes for their clubs, that guy... ah heck let him be Y >.>
Y came back late because he went for some class meeting.
when he did, he was peeping outta the window with two other girls.
i wondered what were they doing so i asked.
apparently Y got left behind by his friends. (he takes a bus and then a train to go home with a few other people)
so the girl that kinda likes *oooh* him said: you gotta run like the wind! (in japanese of course)
no choice but to do so, he might still catch up xD
plus, Y's an olahraga.
so what we did?
too bored, the girls decided to count how long does it take him to run from outside our class (at the 4th floor) to the school gate.
so ready, set, go!!
*phooom*
girls: HAEEEEE! (means faaaaast)
and there goes the time count.
1..2..3.. .. ..46 one of the girls: hey he's down there already!
so 46 seconds.
to run down 4 storeys and add a little time to change shoes (we have to change shoes in school area!).
not bad, fast o_o
no wonder the soccer team and olahraga and some other clubs wanted him to join so badly. hmm.

a little extra.
*girls peeked heads outta the window*
shouts that guy's first name.
*Y looks back and smiles, continues to run*
girl S: oh man this is so dangerous. you guys have no idea how good my taste is.
girl H: wow hold it. dont start pouring here.
girl S: sweets for all! (which was only the 4 of us there)
girl H: that was fast.
yay sweets!
girl S stuffed 3 at once into my mouth lol *lemon lemon and grape :3 yum yum*

insignificant but thats what makes life wonderful i guess.

hope to get along with other classmates too :x

regards,
ching.

p.s. girl S established a fanclub for guy Y >.>

Tag!

YOU
Name: *Censored for privacy :p and those who view this blog knows what it is*
Nickname: Ching
Name you wish you had: *I love my name ._.*
What do people normally mistaken your name as: *How can people mistake it? >.>*
Birthday: 8th of February 1992.
Birthplace: Kuala Lumpur.
Time Of Birth: 18.45
Single or taken: Single.
Zodiac Sign: Aquarius.

YOUR APPERANCE
How tall are you: 158.5 centimeters.
Wish you were taller?: Nope.
Short or long hair: Semi-long, shoulder length.
Ever dyed your hair a bizzare colour?: Nope.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: How? My hair is a land of despair :p
Glasses or contacts?: Glasses.
Do you wear makeup?: Nope.
Ever had hair extensions? Nope.
Paint your nail?: Only during holidays more than 2 weeks.

IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER
Shy or outgoing?: Outgoing, but shy when facing the one.
Looks or personality?: Both. I am greedy.
Sexy or cute?: Same as above.
Older or younger?: Older by a minimum of 2 years.
Turn on: Shy boys.
Turn off: Cheaters and liars.
Flowers or chocolates?: Chocolates.
Pepsi or coke?: Zero calorie Pepsi and pure Coke >:D
Rap or rock?: Mild for both is okay.
Relationship or one night stand?: Relationship.
School or work?: School.
Love or money?: Eh? My life?
Country or city?: Somewhere in the middle.
Friends or family?: Greedy greedy, both.

HAVE YOU EVER
Lied?: White lies, yes.
Stole something?: Nope.
Smoked: Nope.
Hurt someone close to you: I think.
Broke someone's heart?: Definitely.
Wish you were a prince/princess: Nope.
Shaved your head?: Wow I have never been that depressed or heart-broken.
Been in love: Yes.
Used chopsticks: Yes, but clumsy o_o
Sang in the mirror to yourself?: Linkin Park.

FAVOURITES
Colour: Red or anything near to or like it.
Movie: Love-and-action-type.
Word/Phrase: Tweeh~ *That’s neither a word nor a phrase*
Location: Indoors, near my laptop. Outdoors, with someone I like, be it family or friends or… ;-)

Ever cried over someone?: Nope.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: Maybe do something about the sometimes-pessimist-me?

Tagging all who sees this.
I got this just because I wanted to anyways xD

- What Playing Card Am I? -

You Are the Ace of Clubs

You go at everything in your life full force. You are a natural gambler. Your life definitely has some extreme highs and lows, but you know how to ride out the low times. A total adventure seeker, you are never satisfied by what's normal or ordinary. You like to push limits and shock people. You're dramatic, but a drama queen. Your life has been a wild ride so far. You have stories that people can barely believe. And you're probably still young... with a lot of wild rides in front of you. A gamble you should take: High stakes roulette Your friends would describe you as: Crazy Your enemies would describe you as: Demented If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A high roller

What Playing Card Are You?

xxx

oh yes got this from someone who was bored ;D
i. got. infected...!

gotta agree with the sentence "your life has been a wild ride so far" >.>

("_")

dear louise

its okay if you didnt see it sooner (its semi-dead anyways :p).
the songs sometimes hints about me, but note the word sometimes >.>

i shall speak for myself.
I miss everyone *hearts and flowers lol*
yeah yeah alotta people heard that from me alotta times.
i just had to repeat it over and over for no particular reason.

its really cruel eh?
i myself didnt think itd turn out like this before whenever.

(the striked out words on your post are a little cruel, my dear ;_;)
and i shall be looking forward to the belated-belated-belated-repeat* present :D

yep. this is officially a blog to confirm my status (dead or aliiive).

regards,
ching.

p.s. notice i didnt post any phrase indicating a direct "goodbye"?
_{because it would sound like a real goodbye.}

p.p.s. happy birthday to you, louise <3
bloodeh lotta homework here ._.

; .;

one week has passed since i started school life in japan ._.

most of them still treat me with the whats-with-that-foreign-student attitude, though.
cant blame em.
so far i only have friend A and friend B >.>

anyways its a lot lot different from msia (er.. duh me).
imma list out some :3

the good ones:
- they dont care about your hair as long as you dont dye it.
- no nail restrictions, but no polish/decoration/whatever you can do with your nails.
- handphones allowed, but of course not during classes. can use it during recess.
- each student has lockers. one mainly for shoes and the other for books and stuff.
*we have to change into clean pair of shoes when we are in the school area like classrooms, and another pair of sport shoes when using the sports hall(?).
- we get a 10-minute break for every class.
- their clubs and societies arent compulsory (but i joined one anyways).
- the study room is nice.
- i get to walk at least 6km per day just by going to and walking back from school.

the other ones:
- every class is 55 minutes long.
- the school is friggin huge, so easy to get lost.
- have to clean a specific area every day of school, like, my group has to clean the bicycle parking. which is huge too.
- have to record our sleep time, study time, time we reached home, what did we study, what do we want to achieve for the week, how many hours did we study, how is the "prestasi" of the week, etc. daily.
- tests and tests every now and then, basically one per fortnight for each subject (man i lost my english again).
- school starts at 8.30, on mondays it ends at about 4.30, tuesday to friday ends at about 3.30, then you can go for your co-curricular activities, until 6.00, they will announce that theyre closing the school area for that day.
- i lose english chinese malay and cantonese easily here.

erm what else.
cant remember now :p
gotta continue doing my japanese homework!
*why am i blogging at such a timing.. >.>*

regards,
ching.

p.s. cucu huiyi: oh yeah i'll send your love to zoro someday. someday.
xD

- Whats My Power Color? -

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

What's Your Power Color?

xxx

lol ionno.
whatchall think? :x

m(___)m

*Pfft why do i keep forgetting to add post titles? >_>*

the much-waited answer to some people's question: where have i been and when am i back?

firstly, im sorry for making a lot of you wait.
and i thank those who did worry about me <3

ive been in japan all the time since the first day of the chinese new year holidays.
(a.k.a gone ever since)
yes im still here, so im not dead im not kidnapped im not killed im not lost im not whatever-worst-case-scenario-you-can-think-of.

the next sorry is a bit complicated, reason:
i wont be back for a long time.



you heard me.
really sorry.
but a lotta stuff happened (especially among my family .__.) and this is one of the conclusion.
i was semi-forced to do so.
now im preparing for the new semester here in japan.
(i should be doing their homework but, to me this post is a little heavier on the balance)

the high school here is 3 years, so im half-sure (never know what happens next) im not gonna return during this.
i think my name has already disappeared from chs... ionno.

some of you may think i was lying.
before the holidays of doooom came, i told quite a few people that im not gonna be in msia during the holidays.
of course all asked why.
replied: for some test in japan.
i didnt lie about that, cause i took the test, waited for the results, and i passed.
the family problem was running through all the way though.
and once we knew i passed, then came the big change.

my family had to change for the better.

the main reason is because its hard to look for jobs (moreover good ones) in msia.
second is safety, but noone can deny that this problem is all over the world now.

to be direct, its $ problem.
its a no money no talk world.

so now we gotta pack and clean up our stuff in msia (my dad's doing that).
we have to do something about the piano (yamaha), sell it, preferably.
its still in good condition.
the dolls the plushies, gonna give some away to the orphanage nearby my house.
the dogs, to my relative.
the books, ah most of them are my parents', only the comics are mine/my sister's.
theyre going to our friend's home.
et cetera ionno what to do about the rest of the stuff.
its heart-breaking to give away stuff thatve been with you for a long time.

before i end.
thank you once again, to those who worried about me all this time.
and someone please tell lm (those who know knows whose initial is this) i said thanks, cause from what i heard from my dad, she telephoned my house number for a gazillion times almost every other day, asking about my whereabout.

well i gotta get back to work, so i have NO time to edit this post.
pardon me if i have a lotta grammatical error and stuff.
i know its spoiling your eyes cause its so unorganized.
and for being long and draggy. >_>

till the next time we meet.

regards,
ching.

p.s. i shall be busy for the next few weeks, or maybe months, to try to get used to school life here.
then i'll be posting survival reports, just to let you all know im still alive somewhere ;D

p.p.s. will always remember all the people i met and got to know in chs.
love y'all loads, i shall be missing all of you <3

Shimokawa Mikuni - Alone

乾いた風が吹く街は凍えている
いくつの季節がそっと音もなく過ぎ去ったのだろう

行き交う人は皆重い荷物背負って
遠くに揺れる陽炎の中に明日を見つける

この手を零れ落ちる砂のような感情
あの時胸に刺さった言葉がふいに疼くけど

果てない夜を数えながら自分の破片探していた
失うほどにこの思いが確かになってく
今ならきっと歩いて行ける
どこまでも

どうしてこの空はこんなに広いのだろう
叫んで見ても声にならなくて涙があふれた

自由に風切って鳥たちはどこへ行くの？
過ごした時間のように同じ場所に戻れない

このまま夢を諦めても 高鳴る鼓動押さえ切れない
いつかはきっと近付きたい あの雲の高さ
もう一度心に翼広げ
旅立とう

必ず辿り着けるはず

果てない夜を数えながら自分の破片探していた
失うほどにこの思いが確かになってく
今ならきっと歩いて行ける
どこまでも

The city where the dried wind blows is freezing
How many seasons have passed without even a sound out?

All the miling people each carries a heavy burden
And find tomorrow in the wavering haze far away

Emotion slipping away like sand from these hands
Although at that moment the words that pierced my heart throbs suddenly

While counting the endless night, I was searching for my pieces
The more I lose it, the more I am certain of this feeling
For now without doubt
I can go anywhere it takes

Why is the sky so vast like this
Even if I try to shout there is no voice coming out, so my tears fell
Breaking the wind freely, where do the birds go?
Just like the passed hours, they can't come back to the same place

Even if I give up my dream like this, I can not control my increasing hertbeat
Someday for sure I want to get closer to the height of those clouds
Once more I'll spread out the wings in my heart
And leave for a journey

For sure I can fight my way through and reach my destination

While counting the endless night, I was searching for my pieces
The more I lose it, the more I am certain of this feeling
For now without doubt
I can go anywhere it takes

xxxxx

First ending theme for Gensoumaden Saiyuuki.
Got the 'inspiration' to post this song from sl (piano verion on his blog).
The singer did a self-cover herself but i couldnt find it online.

'.'

just a message. again.

happy 16th birthday to sui lun meh sai lou, and xiao wei meh friend.

... but sui lun forgot mine D:< *kicks*

regards,
ching.

Jean-Jacques Burnel - We Were Lovers

心にもない残酷な言葉　そして嘘もあった
決して貴女を泣かせるつもりなどなかった
でも愛とは私達を弱くする反面強くもするもの・・・
そして間もなく
私は完全に貴女に心を奪われた　貴女に溺れ
自分を見失い　貴女に魅了され
翻弄されて　私は茫然とする
すべては思うままに　すべては思うままに

だから今宵私は歌おう　全ての友への歌を
二度と会うことのない友へも
昔の友　いまでも敬愛する友たち
そしてもう一度会いたい友の為に歌おう
貴女が私を愛してくれることをただ祈る　そして私を信じてくれることを
私と共に笑い　共に泣き
静かなる時を共に過ごしてくれることを祈る
永久の愛を私に　永久の愛を私に
貴女と私は恋人同士だった・・・
二人の夢が潰えたのは人生のせいではない
そう友の裏切り
そして私たちが結ばれることはもう決してなくなった

心にもない残酷な言葉　そして嘘もあった
決して貴女を泣かせるつもりなどなかった
でも愛とは私達を弱くする反面強くもするもの・・・
そして間もなく
私は完全に貴女に心を奪われた　貴女に溺れ
自分を見失い　貴女に魅了され
翻弄されて　私は茫然とする
すべては思うままに　すべては思うままに　すべては思うままに

xxx

Harsh words were said and lies were told instead
I didn't ever mean to make you cry
But love can make us weak and make us strong
And before too very long
I was totally in love with you, I bathed you
lost in you, captivated by you
amazed by you, dazed by you
nothing can go wrong, nothing can go wrong.

So tonight I'll sing a song to all my friends
Also to those we won't be seeing again
To those I knew and those I still adore
and I want to see once more
I just pray that you will love me and trust me
laugh with me and cry with me
spend those silent times with me
Love me evermore, love me evermore
You and I were lovers
Our dreams were not soured by life
and then my friends betrayal, meant you never would be my wife.

Harsh words were said and lies were told instead
I didn't ever mean to make you cry
But love can make us weak and make us strong
And before too very long
I was totally in love with you, I bathed you
lost in you, captivated by you
amazed by you, dazed by you
nothing can go wrong, nothing can go wrong, nothing can go wrong.

xxx

dont ask why did i put the japanese translation in front, i just felt like it, i love the translated one.
the opening song for the anime Gankutsuou, a.k.a. The Count of Monte Cristo (aired on animax long ago).

;[

short short messagish-update.

i aint gonna be back to msia so soon, people.
not before school re-opens after cny.
complicating stuff going on.
and aww no one on my blog remembered yesterday? xD

regards,
ching.

p.s. naw i believe some of you did remember.
love you all always <3

=B

before i start my post...
BLUEK what the hell is this smell (in reality)?!
smells like... like... someone burning hyper-stinky socks?
dont ask why did i have that idea on my mind hm.
done. (but still stinky)

the most shocking conversation i had today in class:-

'student a: hey after recess got relief eh =o
me: ooh thats good =3
student a: 5 periods relief nice rite? =D
me: ... WAIT. which means, after recess = 5 periods = OOOHYEAH >=D(replace that with what you want to)'

so there it goes.
bravo teachers, they understand the marvellous timing.
or do they? >_>

5 periods, might as well be a good good girl and do my homework and stuff.
non-stop (yay motivation) finishing science notes, mathematics exercise, mathematics workbook, grammar exercise, and someother i dont quite remember again.

*done!* *raises head* *CRACK* *owww my neck T T*

homework cleared.
and its the first time im motivated to do my homework during consecutive relief periods.
5 - 1 = 4 periods more to spend after all the neck cracking homework.
once again, yay motivation, why did you make me into a homework-boost-mode.
no more work, i need no more of that!

well, was going to sleep for the rest of the 4 relief periods. *rests head on table*
but i suddenly hear someone saying...

"WO MEN SHI FEI LUN HAI!!!!"

*head shoots up instantly*
what the?

theres this group of guys in class who love to make noise and what we call, buat kacau.
ok fine.
after the fei lun hai, someone else said "shui shuo~ shui shuo~" or rather, sing.
i think its some advertisement song or whatever ~_~

that was the start of randomness in class.
guys group are either tian di dang or fu tou bang (those who know, knows).
then appeared the girls group. *horror movie bgm*
i have no idea why but the girls group is called fu ren hui.

from this part on, i was going to type out the details but blog*cough*ger kept cutting that part off.
i dont know why is it so but i feel mentally exhausted to retype all that T T

anyways we spent our time like that (how >_>) and wallah! time to balik.
man i laughed till my throat was burning (?) =p
now i have a lil sore-throat. *thumbs up*

regards,
ching.